I'm skipping another party today.
This one is for a gender reveal party.
I can't stand the idea of a gender reveal party.
First of all, to be more accurate, they should be called sex reveal parties. Gender is a social construct. Sex refers to anatomy. Second of all, it kills me that people start gender socialization before the baby is even born.
At least with this friend I could joke about it. When she told me she was pregnant, she told me in the funniest and most thoughtful way. She knows about my infertility and lifelong desire to have children, and I will always be grateful for how she shared her news of pregnancy with me. In fact, I noticed that she told me before she announced on social media. A little consideration goes a long way.
When she invited me to her gender reveal party, I told her it should be called a sex reveal party. She agreed but said she didn't feel comfortable inviting her friends and family to her baby's "genital reveal party" so she was just gonna stick with the regular "gender reveal party" title. Hahaha. She has a great sense of humor.
Because of all of this (how she told me, her awareness of gender/sex, and the fact that she's just so cool), I thought about going to this party. I was added to the event invite on social media and I RSVP'd with a Maybe.
I couldn't do it.
Because of the nature of the event invite being on social media, I could see every update to the event and everyone's comments about it. Everyone is SO excited. As they should be. This is a super cool couple and they have a ton of friends. But, me personally, I was having a hard time with all of their comments and mommy advice and everything. And my friend is very excited as well. As she should be. But when she posted her fourth ultrasound picture, I knew I couldn't do it. I changed my RSVP from Maybe to Can't Make It and quickly left the event invite.
It's going to be a fun party. There will be a lot of interesting people there. And they are going to have a nacho bar. But my absence will in no way diminish my friend's happiness. And I have to do what's best for me.
I can't be a part of other people's pregnancies. And that's okay.
My life is going in a different direction.
She posted FOUR ultrasound pictures? Good grief!
ReplyDeleteI have found that it's not necessarily the pregnant people I can't deal with, but it's the reactions of others to the pregnancies that are hardest to deal with.
One day you might feel able to do this. Don't discount that. But right now you can't, and that's okay.
Yep, FOUR. She was the last person I thought would go "baby crazy" but she has. Oh well. I'm glad she's excited. But I don't really see much of a future for our friendship. That's okay. I wish her well and I am busy creating a new life for myself.
DeleteI know. I also couldn't be part of other people's pregnancies. If I were, it would break me.
ReplyDeleteDo you know what is the beautiful part of being infertile & aging? I am 43 now and somehow after I am 40, there aren't any pregancies around me any more. Well, obviously there are at work - but this I can handle. But among my friends... there aren't.
Yes, I look forward to getting older for many more reasons now. :) Of course, I look at all my classmates in school (I am the oldest woman in the program by far) and I just see all the pregnancies in the future. But that's okay too. I wouldn't wish infertility on anyone who wants to have children. Plus, our coursework will end next year so I won't really be around all their future pregnancies anyway.
DeleteMy husband and I plan on moving and I look forward to meeting new people our age who don't have children. I've already looked online and it looks like there are several active meetup groups for people who do not have children where we plan on moving to. There are none where we currently live. I am so excited, I can barely wait!
A friend of mine added me to a whatsapp group recently for Paddy's day along with everyone she knew (or so it seemed). She wanted to share pictures of her baby in her cute green outfit. And then all the rest of her friends started sharing their kids pictures too! Being bombarded with cute pictures of kids in their St. Patrick's days outfits was the last thing I needed!
ReplyDeleteOh man. An individual text or email with the picture would've been all I needed. I don't use whatsapp. I hope it's something where you can leave the group because I would have done that as soon as the second or third kid pic was shared.
DeleteHi Phoenix I am catching up with everyone on here after my hiatus! I'd never heard of these 'gender reveal' parties - this is actually a thing you have to go to in addition to the bloody baby shower? Are gifts required? Awful. I agree it should be 'sex reveal', and yeah, it basically is an unveiling of the kid's genitals. You were right not to go. I've always stood by my unwillingness to get heavily involved with people's pregnancy celebrations. I'm lucky in many ways in that I live abroad and have missed the pregnancies and births of many of my friends' kids (that sounds awful, but..). And now, as Klara says, I'm an ageing out of that cohort - at 45, my friends have all stopped having kids and it's just colleagues now and younger relatives that I'm not so close to. I sometimes wonder what all these people think of me, and if any are offended that I've not really had anything to do with their babies. Honestly, though, I don't lose sleep over that.
ReplyDeleteYes, these gender reveal parties have become a thing and I don't like them. I don't know if you bring gifts because I've never been to one. Yes, she will be having a baby shower as well. And she posts on social media about every food craving she has. This whole culture of oversharing, combined with the glorification of mommyhood, has really gotten out of control.
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